I know you won’t show any emotion because you have a better handle than I do but I’m sorry.
I can’t do this…I can’t get attached. This is what I do. I hurt myself with people that aren’t really available. I latch on..just to hurt myself. I think I like the misery it gives me but at the same time I don’t. I was happy for a brief moment between that last one and you. I felt like I came to terms with the life I live now. Why couldn’t you just be ok with the casual? You've spent made me feel something when I didn’t want to. You said you’re different but you’re really not. You hide behind the lies you believe. Your just as any other are. I can’t show you my weakness…you’d laugh my face. I need to step back, for my own sanity. I’m sorry, I can’t do this …