I know this website is fundamentally dead, but nostalgia brought me back I guess. Not much has changed, not much is expected to change. I know I've grown but somehow I'm still the same scared kid I was back in 2012 or so. I guess I was reminded of here so I could just write something. Currently I'm self Isolating, and while I know it isn't good, I just can't bring myself to try to talk without getting overwhelmed when it takes a while for people to respond. After 2020, I went out for the first time and it's like I was on a high of needed to go out more, but I don't want to come off as desperate or clingy. I know my future self won't get the chance to reread this. If any real people read this, life doesn't get better, but it moves on. Bad days will pass, but so will the good. Enjoy it while you can.