I’ve had anxiety as long as I could remember and I never knew what it was. I can handle it better now with age but in large groups it gets so bad. I feel like I’m not myself, panic attacks and what have you. My brain stops working and I have to clam myself. I’m sure not one person can tell or has ever. Most people think I’m out going and social. I’ve never been. It really bothers me to be this way but it’s gotten better. I think I’ll blame my dad for this or my childhood hahaha