Bro idk but I LITERALLY DONT KNOW HOW TO F***ING VENT RANT OR EXPRESS MY F***ING FEELINGS I HATE THAT AND ON TOP OF THAT I FEEL LIKE I MAKE EVERYTHING ABOUT MYSELF ITS SO F***ING ANNOYING THE THOUGHTS IN MY HEAD KEEP TELLING ME TO F***ING KILL MYSELF OR THEY HATE YOU I DONT WANT HELP I JUST WANT LOVE AND ATTENTION IS THAT TOO MUCH TO F***ING ASK…
sorry, i really love you forgive me what did i do wrong i didnt mean it i swear i was just.. i.. i dont know… PLEASE FORGIVE ME IM SORRY IM SORRY.. everyday feels the same and it just makes me go insane it makes me go ballistic i cant my thoughts are slowly killing me, i just wanna be normal i hate having anxiety i hate having depression FOR 1 F***ING YEAR 1 YEAR…. i wanna cry but "Stop crying i should be the one crying" "stop crying or i'll give you something to cry about", my parents are so strict i cant do s***, i cant even go to the park i cant talk to friends on call or ft i cant have s*** i have to do everything theyre supposed to do and on top of that im a f***ing only child, i dont care what people say only children have it worse cause their parents actually "care" for them if you know what i mean, but if you dont idk but i just wanna f***ing kill myself lol