IT'S HARD NOT BEING PERFECT ! I GUESS NOW I KNOW HOW IT FEELS LIKE TO BE AN OUTSIDER ON MY ON LIFE BECAUSE HONESTLY I HAVE NEVER HAVE BEEN IN SO MUCH PAIN SINCE 2016 … I GUESS SOMETIMES BEING THE CAPTAIN OF THE VOLLEYBALL TIME WASN'T ENOUTH , PASSING IN DOCTOR SCHOOL WASN'T TOO , HAVING NICE ASS WASN'T SO I GUESS NOW EVERYTHING HAVE FALLEN APART AND I'm here all by my self and honestly I HAVE NO F***ING CLUE !