People think it's weird I talk to myself but in fact me talking to myself is a coping method of how I am feeling. I have been doing it since I could talk and only now are people calling me out for it? One of my teachers even said that's the first sign to insanity three times once to my face once to my friend in the class then once to my sister. I talk to myself so I can get through things like panic/anxiety attacks or like my sadness or just to tell myself to shut up. I did that once because I was doing a speaking test in Spanish and I told myself not to worry even thought I don't do well under pressure and I started singing under pressure and I said to myself shut up Freddie and argued with myself saying don't you tell Freddie to shut up you shut up. Then the other time was I was in Spanish again and I was talking about star wars rise of skywalker and I said does kylo die before or after emperor goes I am all the sith to which Rey replies and I am all the jedi and miss just practically shouted first sign to madness I looked up and asked if I'm speaking to loud to which she replied no so I carried on and she just stared at me. Anyway to recap SKIP HERE IF YOU WISH my teacher called me insane so do my friends and basically anyone I meet bit actually it's just a coping method for how I feel 🙂