This is a written promise to myself.
Never again will I let you hurt me again.
Never going to prioritize you ever again.
Never again will I ever look you up on Instagram.
Never again will I check your online status.
Never again will I EVER f***ing prioritize you again.
Never again will I EVER F***ING F***ING prioritize you again.
Never again will I ever simp for you again.
Never again will I message you first.
Never again will I double message you.
Never again.
I promise to myself, I will not be affected by you.
After all, why should I? You don’t care about me, so why should I care about you?
You have never asked me how I am doing, so why should I ask you how you are doing?
After all the s*** that happened, you still went back to him, why should I bother?
I have been living in false hope.
NEVER AGAIN will I hope for you. I won’t make excuses for your behaviour any more. I will NOT make ANY excuses for you ever again. I won’t fall for your excuses again. All you do is lie to me. I should never have trusted you. It was my loss for trusting you and your excuses, but NO MORE. I give up. I literally don’t give a s*** any more.
I vow to let you go, because you aren’t good for me or my mental health. While I cherish having you in my life, it’s simply not worth it, to burn myself just to keep you warm. I WILL NOT CAVE. I DONT CARE. You are always busy with life. I literally don’t care and won’t reply.