I already called the crisis line once so it looks like your stuck with my wild imaginings for now. Without the crisis lines I would have to call complete strangers and it would not have been the first time. People are remarkably friendly really. I don't expect them to be and maybe that's why they can surprise you. I had the day off today and get another tomorrow so I'm trying to make the best of it. I did have a necessarily productive day off as my new job seemed to be lacking in the much anticipated new paycheck but all seems to be in order for now. These wild imaginings need only a quick reality check to put them in place. That's why I like especially to leave paper trails. Even my pet bird got into the fun as she likes to chew on receipt paper for me.