i thought i was this happy little girl where she had everything she ever wanted but as soon as i grow up i felt like there is a part of me that was not okay , when i got older i saw the reality i was living in. i was living in a family where my parents were constantly lying to each other , that they dont care for eachother . for a kid to hear the fights and comments that they are not meant for each other hurts . i started to go out and party because my parents were so focus on hating one another i feel like they never had a bond with me and so i basically started to act up ,had a smart mouth , talked back but really got me up set is they loved eachother around family but as soon as we got home they were different i just wanted a happy family ,when i started to act up i was putting a mask on were i was happy and i felt like i was okay i had great friends that like to party and have fun . one day they found stuff in my room but i swear it was not mine but ever since they found that stuff they constantly thought bad of me and assumed that when i was going out i was trying stuff so they took all my stuff like my phone and airpods and makeup and i was not supposed to go out and hang out with my friends no more . so i felt like i was worth less because i was getting blamed for someone else's action keep in my i have 4 other sibling, i was sad that they think of me like that , they gave my airpods and phone to my older brother for his graduation present but i got so anger because i worked so hard for my phone and airpods i earned that stuff because i got good grades and keep them up but for my brother he never tried he had okay grade but never wanted a iphone so all my hope inside was gone i just stop trying to be this perfect daughter , my grade went down , lose friends because i wanted to be by myself and they didnt understand what i was going through so they dropped me because i was not hanging out with them when i used too , i've been in trouble for a month now and it sucks now because I'm in quarantine so i dont have school were that was a place to get away from my house so yea i had to write some where to let it out but if anyone reads this can you give me some advice please