i dont know why im doing this hahah
maybe im just one of those edgy wannabe teenager thats on their phase
have you ever just want to feel the hate,the pain,the hurtfeelings again that people gave you. i mean, i know that im already being used by this, but when those feeling are gone, a little part of you want them back. even though its the feeling i dont really want, but i mean what else people can give me, so yeah i guess thats great to have a little positivity.
lmao why i do this tho, i always felt when i talk about my feelings is cringey and others, but i think i need it and at the same time i can't do it. why is it so hard, but thats alright tho, all of this will be over soon, so thats another positivit, great.
im 18 and all of these phases should he gone, later, right, its been 7 years since i have these thoughts and feelings. it'll be gone soon. right?
sorry, i don't really speak english, sorry for wasting your time.
im probably doing this to make my self feel better after, dont mind me. but again, who does.