I am in love with a boy that doesn't even know I exist. I always get this type of "luck". There was this boy that was in love with me, but I lost him because we were young and I thought that we didn't know what true love was. It wasn't until a few years ago that I realized I did love him. I feel like we were soulmates. Have you ever met someone that you knew you could trust with everything, including your life? That is what I felt with him. Now, all I think I'm looking for is someone to "replace" him… No, I need HIM. Whatever happens now is only a result of my mistake. I miss him…. Did I mess things up?