At times it seems to me that we humans can be so greedy, selfish, wanting, needing. We tell ourselves that we're deserving. That we should change or improve what we don't like. To better oneself. We take and take, and it's often time's way more than what we need. What if we just try to learn to be happy and content with what we have. Try to live with what we lost.
One might say, but life is short why not be happy and only try to aim for that goal. I don't always just seek pleasure, but when I do I feel guilty. To know I am deserving and at the same time feel like I expect to much are such conflicting emotions. Like a raging war in my head. I know I'm good enough and I want more, yet I feel that I shouldn't.
It's like wanting more blankets, but less blankets.