He clung to me last night like hair clings to a black shirt. I felt like I couldn't get away like he was my dark shadow and I felt so smothered and overwhelmed. I know he can feel me pushing away. Following me into the bathroom was all I could handle. I avoid fighting so I jokingly made a comment hoping that he could take a hint.
I should adore that he loves me and wants to be around me all the time, but I can't stand it. I already feel as if I have given him all that I have for him. Postponed my goals, dreams, career for what he wanted. Why can't he see that? I hold resentment towards him that won't go away. I feel like I'm a bad person for feeling how I feel. Maybe it could change but maybe it can't.