Sometimes I think about this time someone snapchated me and said "you really dont have any friends do you?" It was in response to me posting a snap of me listening to some music. I dont think it warranted that response. But someone gotta rain on somebody's parade you know.It didn't hurt at the time but I think back on it every now and then when I feel lonely and it gets to me. I hate that it does. I think it doesnt really have to do with the person who said it or their intention when saying it but rather the words themselves.
"You really dont have any friends do you?"
Truth be told it's hard for me to form real lasting relationships. My friend circle is small and I rarely open up. I like my space and me time. Probably a little too much. I think I'll suffer in the long run if I dont develop more meaningful relationships. That whole fear of dying alone and unloved is really scary to me. Becoming an old cat lady with only her cats to talk is also a fear. I just want to share memories with friends that I care about and create fun new memories with them.