after completion of 24 years in my life,
still remained yearning of love,respect and for a family.
everyone holds their life happily,
but for me it remains unanswered of prays,
if i hold it too much,
it's going to be lost.
if i held it smoothly,
its going to be love me back.
for all this i have to step forward,
but why am i shivering like a coward who wants to run away form all.
i want it to be brave,
i want it to be mature,
or else i want to be alive.
if all this i wanted,
then what is the thing that had stopped inside of me now……………
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