I really worry that I'm gonna die a virgin sometimes. I'm a 21 year old college chick and I'm single as hell.I had a boyfriend briefly in highschool who I didn't kiss and a long list of crushes after. I'm awkward as heck so that may contribute as to why I'm a virgin.
I think I'm fast approaching the age where it starts to look werid to not to have had sex. It makes me feel sort of embarrassed and not as grown up as like to think I've become. I dont really tell anyone about my love life or more accurately my lack of love life. I avoid it with friends and family because I feel like I'll be judge because of it.
It worries me a lot. I feel so left behind sometimes. I just feel like its something that i need to do as a stepping stone to live the rest of my life. Some may say it's not a big deal but to me I feel like theres a unspoken stigma against older virgins. Like there most be something wrong with a person if they haven't had sex.
I know sex isnt everything but I think it's one the most intimate things we do as humans and I want to experience that.