Please?
You can place yourself on top.
I know I can't have you and you're not mine, so I won't hold you
Down
I will put you in my mouth after. I'm not a selfish person and I like returning favours. I can look up at you while I do it.
Would you like that?
Can you hold me after? I'll feel like your whore and I'll need you to comfort me like you did in the past.
We can shower beforehand and play around.
Or you can just treat me like s***, push me down, call me names, pull my hair, smack my f***ing ass. I know you like the power and I want you to have it.