They are trying but I am just not happy. I sometimes think I'm with a dumbass they thought Valentine's day was on the 13th, the day has never changed. They came home from work; I made their favorite for dinner; I cleaned up and they fell asleep.
Is this how marriage becomes after 10+ years together?
I don't think I can do this s***.
F***, I feel like a horrible person.
No fun, never laughs at my jokes or comments, it's dead. They don't want to let go.
It might get better once I'm back taking classes.
My energy will be focused on other things and I will stop expecting so much from them.