Feeling better today.
Almost like my mind feels lighter.
I cried hard last night in the bathroom, with the dark while everyone was sleeping.
Thought about crappy things like my
Sexual abuse
Physical abuse
blasé, blasé.
I woke up with sore eyes then started feeling like me again.
But changed.. my sexual drive is at an all time high.
Hugs and kisses because lawd knows I ain't getting none or giving real ones