It really sucks when people hurt you because they are hurting. You think every time I hurt I turn around and try to be an angry ass hole? No, I don't. I don't because I feel to much empathy, guilt, and I'm way to hard on myself. You aren't deserving of my guilt, my thoughts, my energy, my emotions, my time or my many apologies.
I need to take control of the toxic that I let in.