Life can be hard and definitely not as I expected. My choices led me here and I missed all the red flags or maybe I chose to ignore them. I feel empty sometimes but mostly I feel alone. I long for connection and wish some days I had someone I could go to for a hug or just to be held. I don’t need intimacy just comfort and affection. I’ve been scorned and mistreated. I’ve had to fight my way from the bottom just to return. My personal life is a train wreck and I am reeling in the last bad choice I made. And I find myself wondering if I can ever find a man to complete my life and each my boy’s how to be good men. I do the best I can but I know they are missing out. But daring is out of the question… who would want to date a woman who is pregnant but single?