I just want to scream at the top of my lungs, because I have so much inside of me that I wish I could say, but sometimes saying that stuff is just not socially acceptable. I am in the best relationship ever, my parents hate him, lifestyle but sometimes I get the urge to just be single, and not please my parents, but to just be able to kiss whoever I want and explore the feelings I have or attractions that come up sometimes. I know I might be sad in the end, but sometimes its the exhilaration and the excitement that draws me to just go crazy. I want to just go insane and break the norms of how I am supposed to be.