i feel so lonely lately.Honestly i always felt that way but i always hoped that it would change if i become a student lol. I came here with purpose and hope that i would start everything with blank paper because i always had sort of a social problem. I was shy and not open i don't know why i always had problem to socialize like others. And now I'm studying in another country and was hoping to find a real friends and someone who would like me just the way I'm. But now I'm so disappointed in life,like, i mean, i tried so much. I've been living with thought that everything would be ok but here also no one likes me. It's all over same feeling. Feeling that i do not belong nowhere like something is wrong with me? I think i'm not ugly and i'm pretty confident in my body and i always try to be friendly then why people always avoid me.Am i that unlikeable