In five days it will be two years since my father died. He had a stroke and never got better. He was my only real family he was my rock he kept me sane! i been trying to get my life back on track when he died i lost my home, my job and again my family since then i had gotten a really good job and a car. well i lost the job dew to downsizing and now im jobless again and need to get my car up and running i feel like ill never be able to bounce back this dread this loneliness is building up and tearing my mind apart