Tears stream! Never good enough. Never. No matter the situation, no matter the other person – they move on, they choose another – never good enough. So, I just sink into my own little shell, my own little world and silently cry. I seem to be doing a lot of that recently. I think I am reflecting on my life and seeing that nothing was accomplished and loneliness is a constant, the constant I have to accept. At my age, there are no do-overs. I can only look back at the "what-ifs" and there are no options! Life is almost over and I have never know what it is like to be loved and cared for. I have loved with my heart and soul, only to be thrown away like trash. If you are young enough to be honest with yourself, never ever use someone. It hurts and it never leaves that person. Be kind and be honest.