you know ive had depression for a couple years of my life so far I have felt like a sag s*** like I had no purpose or value in the universe all of my friends would hide things from me secrets drama I was not the most popular kid in school but the popular kids were "friends" with me hell even my best friend would talk to his other and he wouldn't let me talk with him it made me felt down real down I had suicidal thoughts I never told my parents but I still have depression and anxiety to this day its hard people don't really like me I tell my best friend everything yet he tells me blank nothing I tell him my biggest secrets and he don't tell any of his secrets barely just some of them he tells me