I have a decision to make. The same decision as always, but this time it will be finite. Our time together is coming to an end and it will become more difficult to keep in touch. So, whether to make the easy choice or try to keep this going despite us being apart will be the decision. You are going to be in another country I will be finishing school, then you will come back to finish school and I hope to be in another country. Our paths do not appear to cross anytime soon and this will be difficult as I have always had trouble maintaining relations with others. So will the next time we meet be the final hurrah? Or should we try. The issue is this, I know we have come to care for one another greatly and even a bit romantically. You seem to care more than I and want something more secure. But, I… I want to travel I don't want to stay in one place I want to meet people as many different as possible in order to understand myself more as well as the world. So, to be in a long distance relationship is not for me since I want to be free. We are both young and have big goals we aspire to greatness. But to do these things there must be sacrifice and for me romance is not at the top of my list, no for me freedom is. So here I am still conflicted and the future keeps crawling into present, I need to decide soon yet I know I don't want to say goodbye.