I'm emerging from the most difficult part of my life, but honestly I can't tell where that part began. When I try to pinpoint when exactly things began to get really heavy, I end up rewinding all the way back to my childhood. i'm 24 now. I have some cptsd from living in the space i currently live in. I just want solid ground to walk on. I'm so tired and so freaking sad and I'm just hoping that things get better from here. Am I capable of working hard enough to break out of these tragic patterns, or are they something that has always been and will always be destined for me? I just wanna know.
– tired, alone, not sure i want to do this Human Thing