I'm f***ing worthless. That's what I am. When people ask me to describe myself I'll use this instead of caring and loud and funny. It seems to fit a lot more, all it takes is for me to look around and realise everyone who ever claimed to f***ing love me has left and what's worse is that when they leave, they make it seem too easy. I'm worried about hurting people when I cut myself out but it's so easy for them to act as if I don't even exist. As if I never f***ing matter. Everything would be so much better if I wasn't alive.