I don't know what the hell is going on with me anymore I keep telling my boyfriend the same thing over and over again and I cant do the stress that comes with him bro he f***ing hurts me emoinal all the damn time says sorry, sounds like he doesn't mean it then it is the same thing all over again every damn day, I just found out that stress is making me worse meaning the more I stress the more I can damage myself and he is well aware of that but does anything change? no. nothing at all just the same old s***. everything is me and I need to find a way to fix it or he is never gonna talk to me or something along those lines I just don't know how to f***ing go about life no more honestly all this f***ing bulls*** is going on and it im so f***ing over it, my grades are ass I missed to much school, I have to find a way to make money from my mom because I have no job or car or just about any damn thing so some one please tell me what the hell to do