Remember

I remember my childhood
I remember it vaugely
i remeber my sister
i remember my nan
i remember my grandad
i remember night clubbing
i remember bouncers around me
i remember blood pouring out of a mans face
i remember waking up and having a bruise on my foot
i remember snorting cocaine in the back of a strangers car
i remember a so called friend ripping my shirt open buttons flying
i remember hugging her in a bed and never wanting it to end
i remember sitting around listening to queen songs and crying because you left
i remember when you got drunk your face changed
i remember when we had to turn the life support machine off
i remember
i remember you asking me to get your bottle of wine down from the top shelf
i remember grabbing on your wheelchair
i remember pretend punching you too hard as a kid
i remember killing a frog
i remember