Why am I always getting hurt. Over and Over again my heart breaks. How much more can one individual hold it together before they are unable to pick up their chattered pieces? I try my best to be the best. I try my best to love beyond any condition, limit. I hide behind my walls most of the time. But, the times I choose to lower them is when I get hurt the most. How much more can a person take Oh, Lord. I want love, despite the face I put on. Oh, how I really want love. I want that one person that is mine and mine alone. I am beginning to give up. Maybe God created me to love, not to be loved. If this is so, I am at his feet. May His will be my will for in this world I am only for his purpose. I just wished His will didn't include so many heartbreaks. I know it will pass because I've been here far to many times but I can't help that it hearts so freaking much. See me Lord. See my tears. Understand the pain in my eyes , as much as I don't want it, for your pain be the glory…I just wished it wasn't my pain