angry, no not angry, well yes bloody angry, im great, im good im nice and you know what why dosnt she care, for once i just want someone to think of me first, to even just show they care as much as i do, to WANT to care as much as i do. yet again i feel like a massive tool that ive fallen for someone so quick and so deeply, i hate it, love is the most painful thing ever. it always bites you in the ass. i just want her to tell me how much she feels, why does everyone have this thing about keeping it inside! and whts this s*** about wanting to be selfish, not only is that a stupid hurtful idea but if you know that then why let it get this far, why let me fall for you if your just gonna back off and leave me out in the cold??? ggggggrrrrrrrrr