angry, no not angry, well yes bloody angry, im great, im good im nice and you know what why dosnt she care, for once i just want someone to think of me first, to even just show they care as much as i do, to WANT to care as much as i do. yet again i feel like a massive tool that ive fallen for someone so quick and so deeply, i hate it, love is the most painful thing ever. it always bites you in the ass. i just want her to tell me how much she feels, why does everyone have this thing about keeping it inside! and whts this s*** about wanting to be selfish, not only is that a stupid hurtful idea but if you know that then why let it get this far, why let me fall for you if your just gonna back off and leave me out in the cold??? ggggggrrrrrrrrr
Yes love does bite sometimes. But falling is the easy part. Landing… now that’s where it really hurts. Yeah we sometimes fall for someone way to fast and way to hard. But It’s a part of life. We learn from our mistakes. I don’t know if you’re a big country music fan but there is a song from Toby Keith. I think you should listen to. It’s called I Wanna talk about me. WE all want someone that cares about us just as much as we care about them. It’s hard find that person. We sometimes do a crash landing but we learn. Love isn’t easy at first but find the right person its like they’re the peanut butter to your jelly. I know that sounds so cheesey but it’s true. Kinda like me It’s hard finding someone that can put up with my moods. that will actualy put me first instead of just saying they will. But YOu’ll find someone. Just be yourself because being someone you not never works.