God,
I wanted to re-report these resentments with God so I can show up for asking God to remove these defects of characterlessness;
-Gretchen for stealing my place on easter
-Shelby for making me wait to open my presents on christmas
These are old resentments but they are still significant because they get in the way of my spiritual sanity, so forth.
Silently Anonymous,
-The Archer
PS.
They effect my personal and social relations, and security.
My part is that I wasn't humble enough to let it go or let her just steal my place, so forth. But I stayed angry because I felt like it wasn't fair that I didn't get to find all the secret eggs. I had to just wait around and let Gretchen find the rest of her eggs on her own. I don't think she'd be happy if I just let her win but she was really little then and had a major temper.
The second part is that I was lacking in extreme patience and I needed to allow Shelby to catch as much sleep as she needed to. It wasn't just Christmas that belonged to me, it belonged to everybody. And even though I was awake, it is selfish that I was trying to run the whole show by making it all about me and not accepting that other people have lives that they are tired from and might like to sleep in from, so forth.