Im tired. Im alone. I just dont want to try anymore. Im worthless to everyone…so whats the point…but even if i wanted to die….and i really do…im pregnant..and i wont take another life other than my own. And even then…ive always been too scared to go through with it anyway…i keep thinking one day ill be happy…but i know thats just a lie i tell myself. Nothinng will ever be okay. Its never been okay. Ove always been a failure and i always will be. No one wants me around now and no one ever will. Im only alive because i refuse to die. And thats honestly quite painful