I just need to get this out of my mind. A letter to a person.
Dear [person],
Even though we've never spoken (Though I've technically spoken to you), I can't stop thinking about you. The thing is, I can't bring myself to make eye contact with you, let alone try to talk to you. But I wish I could! The problem with me speaking to you is that I don't even know if you care about me. There have been times where we have made eye contact and both looked away, and you have shown up in the same places as me multiple times. We work together, but not in the same department, and I sometimes wish that a manager would need us to work together just so I could talk to you. I'm going to be leaving soon, and it's weird that I'm going to miss you even though I don't really know you. I know that I should try and do something to connect with you before I leave or I'll regret it, but I don't know if I'll be able to get over my nervousness around you. I wish that you would do something, but I know that I can't assume that that's going to happen. It's up to me to "grab the bull by the horns" and put myself out there and try to get what I want. I quit work in December, so I will try to connect with you before then. It's good to have a due date!
I hope to talk to you soon. 🙂
Sincerely,
[ME]
Thanks for reading this, internet person. I hope you have a great day and that everything works out for you in the future. :]