I am unhappy.
I work extremely long hours in a good Job but I have sacrificed all the things I enjoy to have time to be successful. Yet I am unhappy.
I now suffer the consequences from choices made in my career.
I get thoughts of ending it all.
Why should I keep living if I never smile and when I do its an act.
My thoughts are often pre-occupied on death or what life might look like if i quit but I feel I’ve worked so hard to get to where I am now.
If you are reading this – thank you. I hope I didnt waste your time. You will forget about me in 30 mins but its ok. Life isnt what it may be its a delusion/ visual and mental subjective perception.
I should be more grateful but dibt we all seek completeness