I have never been so heart broken in my life my heart hurts so much and I am back to my depression he saved my I was literally going to do something that was not the answer and he saved my life and now th one thing I love is gone he don't wanna be with me he don't love me I love him with every single part of me I love him so much and I want him back how am I supposed to look at him and see him when I see him I die inside because I cant hug him or kiss him or say hello or say iloveyou I miss him so much and I will always love him forever and always its so hard to not be with him my life is s***ty and he made my life so much better he helped me find my happiness and now its lost now I have nothing now im lost now im alone I feel ugly im depressed again im done with everything im done