I’m tired

I’m tired
I’m angry
I’m sick of being here
I don’t exactly want to die
That’s a lie
I kind of do
But really
I’d rather just be somewhere else
Anywhere else
I’ve always wanted to go to the moon
Maybe I’ll go there
Drift around for a while and touch a star or two
I could go to the bottom of the ocean
Feel the crushing weight of tons of water
At least I’d feel something
Or maybe I’d go to the center of the planet
Let my fingers dip in the liquid earth that no one else has ever seen
Maybe that’s where hell is
Maybe I’ll stay for a while
Take a tour of the wonders of the universe
If it’s worth it
Nothing else has really been worth it
Oh well
I think it’s time for a nap
I’m tired