I am sick and tired of what is happening to Ameriiicccaaaa. Why is it destroying itself from the inside? And so much negativity, so many hateful people trash talking at each. I feel like I just don't belong here at all. And if someone hateful read this, they would ask me to just leave if it bothers me so much.! Maybe I will leave one day. But a small part of me still hopes that everything will be okay. I am waiting for November. Maybe I will have my answer soon.