I know people will say im just exaggerating or over reacting but sometimes youll just feel very very unlucky you would wish to be dead or havent live at all. I hate myself. Its like i always fail at work. I have passed my resignation letter because i cant take it anymore. I am paranoid. I feel like everyone is laughing at or thinking im such an idiot. Im nit good at my work and i have the most number of mistakes at work. Im not like this before. I feel that sometimes i say things wrong and i think people think im dumb. I feel so small. I am about to leave my work but something wrong that I made was being discussed by my coworkers. I feel like im really dumb and I want to be dead but you know i always go to church for guidance. Sometimes i think if the Lord let this happen