sometimes I wonder if I'm going to wake up after I lay my head on my pillow will I wake back up or will my family wake back up. I don't know why but I cold just totally wake up and seeing the world just on fire or just my house or one o my family members waking me up crying that something very bad happed to my family or the government and there going to break in and separate me from my family so yeah sometimes I think of that or what I'm going to do the next day now I know what I'm going to be thinking about for the next few nights. Bye