Is it weird to feel like life is suffocating you under its secrets and lies? About every day is when I fell like that. My problem is probably just keeping all of my feelings inside of my head and having, as my friends call it, "Random Breakdowns". I think to myself about things that are completely off topic of what is going on around me. Like of how fat I am, or that some people are perfect and live in this perfect little world of theirs that they call "Normal Life". Like excuse me what?! Um, I don't think so. Live in reality and sometimes life gives you a little bit of sunlight under pitch black. But, I can't complain. I am smart, a good friend, and supposedly beautiful. Even if I also think I am beautiful but only sometimes, other times I am just plain old ugly.