IM DEPRESSED BUT I KNOW COMPLAINING WILL NOT GET ME ANYWHERE AND I FEEL TRAPPED. I KNOW HARD WORK IS THE ONLY ANSWER BUT SOMETIMES THINGS DONT GO THE WAY I NEED THEM TO GO. I KNOW I NEED TO LEARN TO ACCEPT THINGS AND FAILURE BUT ITS NOT THE EASIEST. I KNOW IN THE END I WILL ONLY COME OUT A STRONGER PERSON AND BRAVER PERSON BUT AJDFKLADSFJSL ITS VERY FRUSTRATING BECAUSE IM TRYING MY HARDEST AND IT STILL ISNT ENOUGH. ITS EATING AWAY AT MY CONFIDENCE AND ABILITY. UGHHH