I feel so empty, its been more than 4 months…i miss him. i just wanna say the words to him. everytime i wanna talk to him something holds me backk and i just couldnt press enter. i dont know why i feel this way. all i know is..im desperate for him i want him beside me. i need him. never thought id need anyone in my life or at least never showed it bbut now i just cant take it i wanna get it out of my system its tearing me apart..the way i feel.. its just indescribable..you were always on my mind..i wish that i could get my ego out of the way and just talk to u every single day but i just keep waiting on him and the reason why i hesitate into talking is that im afraid he no longer has feelings for me anymore but i wish i just wish hed love me back again and show me that he cares. i just want that nothing else nothin more. i need u never thought that id say these words and not for someone that doesnt care less about me but i just knowww that ur not gonee you cant be gone..i just wanna say these words i love you with all my heart. youre my only one. my world revolves around you, only you, you one in a million. i just need antoher chance to make him mine..words will never write wat i feel inside… il write everydayy i knw it will make me better but it wont change the fact and phase that im in now.