I honestly would love to awake one day with answers to all my problems and plenty of answers to spare with little concern. But in this tedious life of everlasting nonsense, it seems we are judged soley on the use of sexual preference and our genitals and I m not beyond moral decencey in lf. I do think that someones overall life shpuld overshadow their preference in smash? I don t think we should overlook all occurences and I don t think we should forgive everything. But I do think we should remember that all things tend to work out if unharmed and constant reminders are involved. I have loved ones and people whom depend on me but I also have weak moments. Time isn t on my side anymore and I ve bested the worst of time and just want to move to greener pastures. This moment of writing is just a minute to express my desire to do better without judgement of failure. I live in a moment of time that can be gone in an instant just due to age. Shouldn t I get some relief just for that? I m not criminal by any means, just bad judgement.