You know I've been called every name in the book. All my life people have been saying I was no good, to ugly, to fat, to stupid. I can remember getting bullied by my mother and kids at my school and feeling worthless crying myself to sleep at night. I found a person who made me feel like I was the greatest person in their life. But not anymore, they've grown to hate me and not care if I am in their life anymore. I hate that feeling of letting people down. I dont know why I am even writing this or even here. I just feel lonely and feel like I have nothing. I dont like this feeling it only makes me angry, any other day I would be smiling and telling people to have a great day, but today I just want someone to tell me to have a nice day with a smile.