My mother has always told me that she tries to be a good mother but that she's not. I don't believe that, deep down inside I know she is just trying to make me feel good. I found out that I was mostly a mistake. She has always told me that she isn't expecting anything from me. Well now I am 18 and I am leaving. Do not think I am committing suicide, no, I am just leaving home. Lets see how far I will go. I hope I can get as much support here, or at least more than what my mom gives me. Thank you for reading my story.