I cant understand how can this,this everything came to be . It appears as if yesterday I held you and the world felt right. As if I held life istlef in a hug and embrace so tebder and pure that all the nmosteratcies of man feared it. Had had scares it for it was contorled we had seen past the veil the curtain ment bnothing and was nothing. But now I stand here half a man a child I have become again the brigh lights of the street light in the ghetto neoghbhorrd scare me. The tasteless water I cant not drink the fruit is not putrid I miss you noy because of you but because of what youn took . I need my other half I can barley walk like this I crawl is no decent manner to live.